exhausted
it feels weird to work on a thing all day and still end up with said thing not being finished yet; even making progress feels like "wasted time" somehow
edit on 12-12-24: even having the expectation that there will be revisions didn't soften the frustration i felt when i received actual revisions
the obvious solution would be to do my work at 100%!! so i have a 0% chance of going back to it!!! it's my present self's problem that she's currently able to do things at only 40% these days