ROSKA'S REVERIE ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

rebuilding my relationship with writing

At some point, I realized that I have difficulty writing. It doesn't come out as easily as drawing, but the urge is there. I think I'm holding myself back. So for today, during my break, I'll try to allow myself to fail.

I usually write these posts with some kind of outline. It's a habit from writing for purely academic reasons. It's not necessarily a bad habit, but as a result I'm not as...loose when writing. It's unlike doodling; a way of portraying my ideas without having to refine it. I just want to make it exist in the first place!

All this comes from my conflicted feelings towards blogging. Suddenly, my words lack any weight. The fear starts creeping in.

I want to write these as a letter to my future self. I want to write longer thoughts! I want to write shorter thoughts! I just wanna write!


this week's shinies ⋆˚࿔

A couple of links to stuff I'd like to revisit!


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